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19 March 2016 @ 03:00 pm
Last night I called out to you in my mind, and in my mind I recalled your voice calling back to me.
16 February 2016 @ 10:47 am
"Leave it to an animal to remind you what it is to be human."
13 February 2016 @ 09:48 am

01 January 2016 @ 01:22 am
Learn from yesterday.

       Live for today.
         Hope for tomorrow.
01 December 2015 @ 11:13 pm

He burst through all defenses
making quick work of her heart
words of love and magical dreams
seduction at its sweetest

He was beautiful and haunting
She was wordly, but not wordly enough

He was just like a shadow, or an illusion
Mysterious and just out of reach for them both

29 November 2013 @ 02:43 pm
It's funny all the unseen changes.

All those slowly dragging moments that slip by, neither noticed nor appreciated.

In one moment you are transformed. For good or for not.

I know there was a build up because i felt it carry me away.

It was wonderful, and dreamy. Innocent and wicked.

I was open and willing.  Insatiable and focused.

I was someone that I had never seen before.

Only for a moment.
14 January 2013 @ 10:10 pm










                                                                                                                                                       That will never come....

07 March 2012 @ 03:18 pm
I miss questing with my daddddddy. I miss the way that he runs around ahead of me telling me to move my little feet as he scoops up all the loot along the way.  I miss how he tells me that i need to make space because he has been such an over zealous loot whore that he now has no space, no space at all, not one slot left in his bag ;-) So i am required to make space in mine, which i usually have anyway because dadddddy get soooo excited when he loots!  He likes to try to beat me every time. Sometimes i am fast and i can beat him.. and then i laugh at him because im being so greedy and trying to steal his loot.   I miss him asking me "kitten have you got any space?"  and then taking a long time to decide which of his valuable haul he can hand over to me and which he just doesnt trust me with.  I am a deleter of junk, and dadddddddy knows this. So while he has told me never to delete anything, he doesn't completely trust me with his stuff. I especially miss when daddddy just opens up a trade box and doesnt say a word. He is waiting for me to hand over all my money, which isn't really my money anyway, its dadddddys. I like it even more when after i give it to him he tells me "all of it kitten"  Like he can tell right away when i'm hiding coins in my panties!  Daddddddy likes to have complete control over all of his stuff...  even when it comes time for me to go to bed at night he tells me to keep my hands off of his stuff because he knows how much i like to play with his things before i go to sleep.

I had three bad thoughts about myself today, but then told myself to stop thinking those thoughts. I'm not sure if i had any bad thoughts before those ones because i wasnt paying attention to myself before then.
Current Mood: gigglygiggly
26 February 2012 @ 08:08 pm
Here are some ideas for when daddddy makes his millions and is shopping around for castles and furniture and such ;-)  I have focused mainly on the bedroom but may look for more ideas at another time.

It wasn't the furnishings that stood out in this picture, but I really like the fact that you walk down into this room. I also like the sitting area tho i would change the seating.

Daddddddy might need a chair similar to this one.

I love the use of stone and rock indoors. It can have a cold look but it can also have a very deep warmth and cozy feel depending on how you decorate it. Deep vibrant colors go very well in rooms like these. I  think stone is more versatile than your regular drywall as far as setting a mood, or maybe that's just my preference for my *desired* mood :)  - dadddddy could have fun playing with the warm/cold effect, room by room. 
If it were up to me i would like several if not all rooms in the house done in rock. This also allows for the use of torches. - And since this is my fantasy i can decorate any way i want.

Another pretty bedroom,  Again, i would use different furnishings and add a bit more color. - The bed shown below is not big enough and dadddy likes 4 post beds, so that would definitely have to go!

Another cozy bedroom.

I like this table but i'm not sure it could go just anywhere in our castle :-)  I think it might be more fitting in the play room.  I am not sure that dadddddy would like this one at all.


Shame i couldnt get a larger image of this. Not a bedroom, i just liked the feel of it.

This chair is very busy, and seems to have a bonnet on the top. I don't think it would be to daddddys liking because of that.

This is another yummy room. but the lighting is not right and would need to be changed. Especially the one directly above the bed! dadddy would like the draping on this one very much, but im not sure the flowery material would be to his liking. I love the chairs at the table.

A couple more shots of the same room from different angles.


Perhaps this chair would be more to daddddys liking ;-)  It really doesn't look much like a throne at all, I just posted it because it reminded me of another time, in a galaxy far far away....
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
12 January 2012 @ 03:41 pm
How many signs do i need? Ive weighed the pros and cons. It doesn't seem to matter. I know the truth. Your truth and mine  Still i remain stuck. Unhappy, unfulfilled, alone and loving you. I want to hate you. I want to wish that i had never met you. I want these things but they are like you. Unobtainable. You hold my heart in your hands. You don't even care. You say all the right things. You don't mean any of them. I am broken inside. None of this is real. You are not real. I want to wake up! This dream of you has stolen anything precious or worthwhile inside of me.  I don't even know who you are
Current Mood: numbnumb